Leaving soon... Why?

Life is so beautiful, one minute your planning your future, and the next a new opportunity presents itself, and you would be such a fool to say no.

In a little over 5 weeks I will be getting on a plane to start my new adventure. I cannot contain my excitement-  I am actually loosing sleep because of it. It is dreadful and wonderful at the same time.

The question I have been asked the most over the last few weeks after making my decision to be an Au-pair in America is "Why?".

My answer hasn't been the same once, As in life, you connect differently to different people -  your friend might not understand the same way your sibling does. And -  I have been receiving so many different responses that each time, I answer the way people would want me to answer.

I actually sat down and thought about my answer, the answer I want to give myself when I am daydreaming and fussing about my life choices.

I love children, I always have, not the teeny tiny ones that cry often (even though they are adorable! :D), but the ones who have reached the ages of being adventurous, and who are  discovering the world through their beautiful eyes, the eyes that pass  no judgement based on social status, or skin color, or disabilities or differences. The eyes that create their own identity and  whose spirits ooze of positivity and love for life. So obviously the Au-pair part was a no brainer.
 Also, please don't misunderstand what I am saying. I know the hard work and challenges that comes with working with children. (I have been teaching high school for two years.) But all in all, I would take a hiking trip, or impromptu treasure hunt, helping with homework, crying and emotional roller coasters or even a 15 minute mood swing  above an office job ANY DAY. Children seem to bring out the best person in me. I am more fun, more patient, more caring and more 'me' when they are around. Children don't care about how many hours I've put in in the gym to fit in my fancy jeans, they don't care about how much I earn or what I can include in their life to make it better.
They care that I love them, and that I focus my attention on them, in that moment  and that my heart is honest and caring toward them .

"Okay Vee, you want to work with children, I get it. But why in a different country?"

I want the experience, I want to experience a different culture and learn about new things, I want to experience the challenges so I can face them and come out stronger. I want to experience the world out there even if it is just another small part. I want to experience new, and creative ideas that I come up with on my own. I want to be independent and solve issues on my own. I want to experience what it is like to be new somewhere, where no one has pre-set ideas about who I am or who I am supposed to be.

I am so thrilled and honored that a beautiful family with two awesome children chose me, and I cannot wait to meet them,

I am now starting o understand my journey and what God has planned for me,
as Bethel says in one of my favorite songs,

'You wont lead me where You don't go.'

thanks google for this awesome picture!

My Bucket List

Have you ever noticed  -  when people wish you a happy birthday, somehow, you always get the corny
"May all your wishes come true" post with the usual  happy birthday stuff?

No?

Okay, well if you answered no, my blog would be kind of pointless, so just imagine you said yes. :D

Anyway, I am very guilty of the "May all your wishes come true" post, and I have decided that today, I am putting the end to it.

Lemme tell you why;

Is the only reason for your wishes not coming true, the fact that you are waiting for them to just happen? Magically? Just like that?

There's the problem.

Very rarely does any wish just come true.

9 out of the 10 times, wishes require work and effort.

Okay; rant over, here is my point.

I have always been fascinated by the idea of a bucket list. I've just never actually sat down and created one. Till now...

All right, I'm sure we all kind of have one of these. I too, have one. Only now, I am making these wishes public and official, and I will be adamant to cross these off my list.

I want to start ;living. Actually living. I'm talking about impulsive road trips, impromptu dinners  and making memories.

From now on, I vow to watch TV a little less, gym a little more. and make my own dreams come true. :)

(Be warned, that some of these are super personal, and others are super out there. either way, these are my deepest, truest wishes.)

1. Make a difference in someone's life.

2. Pray for an absolute stranger.

3. Be a mentor.

4. Go to a proper wine tasting.

5.Go to a 24 hour worship and prayer session.

6. Visit Israel, and get to know the place where my creator lived.

7. NYC!! ('nuff said)

8. Go to a live taping of The Ellen DeGeneres Show.

9. Visit Table Mountain.

10. Sky Dive.

11. Run some sort of a marathon.

12. Go on a Safari.

13. Go on a Hot Air Balloon Ride.

14. Live abroad.

15. Plant a tree.

16. Go to Disney World.

17. Wear a bikini in public.

18. Eat Chocolate in Switzerland.

19. Sleep under the stars.

20. Visit the Great wall of China.

21. Watch a live Baseball Game.

22. Complete a degree, the honors, masters and if possible a PHD.

23. Become a volunteer for an animal shelter.

24. Be a counselor for women who are victims of Domestic Violence and Abuse.

25. Host a Christmas Party.

26. Go horse-riding.

27. Start a tradition.

28.  Kiss on the Eiffel tower.

29. Swim in the dead sea.

30. Visit the Anne Frank house.

31. Grow a beautiful flower garden.

32. Go restaurant hopping. (When you eat different courses at different places.)

Okay, I  reckon this is ambitious enough...

When I think of more, I'll definitely post them.
Do you have a bucket list? Have you crossed off or done any of the things on my list?
Feel free to comment, and tell me all about it.

'Today is your day! Your mountain is waiting,.. So get on your way!'
 
- Dr Seuss